The Trip of a Lifetime

The trip of a lifetime. We all say it. Most of us probably mean it. But until last week, I had no true idea what a trip of a lifetime was. I've been trying to write this post for days, only to realize every time that I simply cannot put into words what transpired, the emotions that were felt, and what it meant to me. I can promise you that this blog won't do it justice.

Amazing. Incredible. Unbelievable. I mean, how do you  describe what Children's Miracle Network Hospitals did for these Champions (with the help of Delta, Marriott, and many other sponsors)? But you know what was even more amazing than the trip itself? The Champions. WOW. Every story is different, every story is awe-inspiring. And the little blurb about each Champion that is included on the CMNH website or in the Champion booklets they gave us? Doesn't do justice to a single one of these kiddos. Each and every single one of them was a Champion. A hero. An inspiration. They have fought wars, received battle scars, and a lot are still fighting to win. They are strong, brave, beautiful. They are sweet, loving, funny. Some are outgoing, some are shy (I'm not naming names). Some loved the limelight, some were overwhelmed by it all (again, not naming names!) and took awhile to find their place. But they all loved their week.

I have to admit (here comes the heavy stuff)...one thing I wrestled with internally all week is whether we deserved to be there. The thing is, I KNOW in my heart that Kennedy deserved to be there. But hearing the other stories, seeing the other wars. Did hers even compare? So there was a lot of reminding myself that no one was comparing. That every child has a different story and every child deserved to be there. That she has been through so much on this journey (for my new readers: 19 surgeries, 2 stints on life support, dying once, life-threatening conditions, life-threatening infections, scoliosis and other skeletal issues, daily afflictions like hearing, sight, and speech, and a lot of going to hell and back over the last 12 years). That our friends at Duke Children's nominated her for a reason, that they find her and her story inspiring. That she is more than deserving of every good thing that comes her way, given all the bad that she's battled through.

Now let's talk a minute about the moms. I met so many FABULOUS moms over the week (and we all know that I am shy myself and this is never an easy thing for me!). Talk about Champions! Being a parent is not an easy job. Being the parent of a sick, injured, or medically-challenged child is definitely not an easy job. But these woman were amazing and deserved every good thing that came their way last week. And Chico's made sure that good things came our way...free clothes, bathrobe, jewelry and other accessories, hair and make-up, lunch and champagne. I think we all had to do some repacking to get it all home! Not to mention the mom video that Chico's sponsored (I shared on my personal page Monday). It was played during the medal ceremony in Orlando and I held the tears back till Kennedy appeared on the screen saying "My mom is my best friend." Um, how do I keep it together after that? Needless to say, I came away with so many friends, so many inspirations, so many other moms in my life who just get it. And we know that behind every inspiring child, is an awesome mom ;).

That doesn't mean that the dads aren't great too! And let's not forget about the siblings. I know Katie has had so many reasons to be jealous over the last 12 years, to feel left out. But she has been nothing but understanding and loving of her sister. I am forever thankful to her nursing professors, who realized this was too important to miss, more important than anything she could learn in class. And all of the siblings that I met last week? Nothing short of amazing. They have to be just as brave as their medical siblings and they each deserve a special award. Sometimes seeing these siblings love their Champion choked me up as much as the Champions themselves.

And oh my gosh, the opportunities. Meeting the First Lady and First Dogs. Getting to see parts of the Capitol that you don't see everyday. An awesome movie night. Spending Veteran's Day in our nation's capital and being there for the Concert for Valor honoring our vets. Being part of the wreath laying ceremony at Arlington. Treated to a charted flight by Delta to Orlando. A hero's welcome at every airport/hotel we arrived at. A medal ceremony with Marie Osmond, John Schneider, Nick Cannon, and Miss America. Being pampered at the moms' event. Meeting so many hospital partners and sponsors at the pin trading event (and seeing some of our favorite Duke peeps!). Character dinner with guest appearances by Lady Antebellum, Mickey, Minnie, Donald, Goofy, and Pluto. A private concert by Lady A and the opportunity to join them on stage. A free PlayStation 4. Serving as Grand Marshalls of the Magic Kingdom parade. Enjoying Mickey's Very Merry Christmas Party. And the only thing we had to worry about the entire week is to make sure we got to our next destination on time. Because that's how awesome CMNH is.

I know my little Champion loved her trip. And I'm so thankful that she was old enough to appreciate it all, even the little things. She may have been shy and overwhelmed and took awhile to feel comfortable, but she enjoyed it all. Even through the pain, which broke my heart. Talk about one of those mom guilt moments? Realizing too late that three weeks was not enough time to recover from the surgery you scheduled (at her request, but still). And only bringing Tylenol. Her poor little leg. It broke my heart watching her trying to have fun, but fighting through pain to do so. Thankfully the hotel in DC let us borrow a wheelchair to tackle the city. And by the time we hit Disney, she was beyond needing a wheelchair. Looking back at the pictures, I can tell that she was favoring her leg in almost every picture. And the thing is, she just suffered quietly. Like she always does, never wanting attention brought to herself. Like so many of the kids we spent the week with.

I think I ran the gamut of emotions. I can't think of one that didn't appear at one point or another during the week. I held back so many tears and let so many others fall. I met 65 heroes. Plus their hero moms, dads, and siblings. In one week. Who can say that? I mean truly, who can say that?

It was definitely, hands-down, without a doubt, the trip of a lifetime.